原来那也不是件很困难的事

刚才喝完茶，我们就去隆该，不过是驾车。也许你们会觉得我们三八，驾车隆该，因为通常这种年纪的一刚会驾车就每天驾车出来隆该。对我们来说，驾车出去很普通的事情而已。我们去隆该是因为我和恩要锻炼驾车技术，她架一辆，我架一辆。隆了整半个小时，我就索性架回我家，所以，今晚是我自己载自己回家，我的第一次记录，10分钟从适根庄到我家。呵呵，不过我还没有车牌，也不算太熟练。等我真正会驾车跟考到车牌，我想买一辆车，我的理想车是swift，很可爱的车，又很斯文。

还有，我的脸最近变粗了，因为这几天都没有茶护肤霜就睡觉，面膜又很懒惰敷，又挨夜。不用说，黑眼圈更是越来越深。还有，那个化妆课程可能不拿了，头头是说24小时rm600，现在就变成15小时rm600，而且是起价了才跟我们说。不过其实15小时rm600也是便宜。不过，我还不不打算学了，等我出去读书才学吧。

原以为他已经消失得彻彻底底，但是他的几封信息告诉了我，他还是住在我心里。另外一个他，只是我贪新鲜的对象。

That's my life, I enjoy it! =)

Yesterday went to Sunway Pyramid with my buddies. Guess what, we started our journey from 7.45am. Gosh, I know it's fucking early larh, because Feng have to go to dentist there.

So after that, went to cinema and bought the ticket. The Last Airbender and Expendable. No doubt, The last Airbender is really a nice movie, I love it. Expendable is still ok, but if you guys love to watch funny movie, must watch it. It is really LMAO.

And I've bought some masks from Sasa. Last time I asked my not to buy any masks, but seems like I can't do it. Actually last time I still haven't upload all masks, those were just a part of.

Okay, let's back to the topic.

The second round was JunFong's celebration. The birthday cake was the Strawberry cheese cake from Secret Recipe. Wow, I like Cheese cake very much. Since the MaMave started up until now, I've ate at least 6 cheese cakes or maybe more. I told my friends I want to keep fit and only eat a meal in one day, but now..... The promise has gone, LOL.

After the celebration, of course as usual Davin as my AhMat. And that's all for my last night. Oh yea, I nearly forget to tell you guys, I've taken off my extensions. =)

Thanks all my friends always spend their time crazy with me, and bring me here and there, I love them and I love my life!

Artistry, you're the October baby! =)

Oh yea, I've just told my dad I'll attend a make up course on October. The fees is rm600 24hours which means is 1 hour costs me rm25. Oh I know, it's super duper worth, right?

I've to buy a set of make up stuffs, such as foundation, blusher, eye shadow, mascara, eye liner, eye brow pencil, brushes and etc. The branded of the make up stuffs are Artistry, from Amway. Actually I don't think I've to buy those stuffs as I already have many make up stuffs. But the artist said she only knows use Artistry make up stuffs, so just let it be. Those stuffs are cheap, but I prefer Shu Uemura as I'm the Shu Fanatic even I don't afford to buy all the Shu Uemura stuffs.

So Artistry, you'll be the October baby. Shu Uemura, no worries, I'll get before September. And Benefit, let me plan first. =)

I know I'm not a good blogger, but I forced to be, always! Stay turn =)

Oh My Benefit! Oh My Shu Uemura! I want to get you!

Deep Sea Water
Use it if you want your make-up long lasting!

UV under base mousse
Wear it before foundation or transparently!

Green tea cleansing oil
Know what, Shu Uemure is the first who create the cleansing oil.



Am still a Shu Fanatic. :)
Okay, let's see the next!

Benetint lip balm
Get this if you want your mouth be sexy!

Concealaholic
It makes your face perfect!

You Rebel
It protects our skin and get them into moisture!

California kissin'

Use this if you wanna be a good kisser!


Am going to get these stuffs as soon.
No doubt, cosmetics drive me crazy and crazier! :P

My skin cares and the cosmetics

The sheet masks and the masks 2010 March-2010July

The cleanser and the remover I'm using now

The skincares and the cosmetics I'm using now

The perfumes 2008 Octobet- 2010 June

The Annsui's stuffs 2008 October-2009 December

Cellnique, Cyber Colors, Hadalabo, Shiseido, Clinique 2010April-2010July

The shu uemura stuffs, some of the stuffs are gone! 2009 March-2009December ;(

The Benefits stuffs! 2010 April-2010 July

The Benefits Gifts

The Annasui's Gifts! 2008 October-2009December

The movies

toy story 3 1h46m，despicable me1h40m，inception2h28m，人间喜剧1h45m，前天我不是捉昨天要去看这4部戏码？很可惜，我只看了其中1部-人间喜剧，还有1部就是shanghai。

本来我是想说大概到吧生的时候就叫慧欣帮我们买票，可是过后想想反正一到，自己就可以买票，所以还是算了。原来，我少算了一步，就是，sunway电影院特别多人。

结果一去到，排了20+分钟的队，如果叫慧欣帮我们买票的话，还可以看toy story 3，2.45Pm。bobo驾车，从我家1.13pm出发到sunway，路途还用了就分钟买包子吃，我们2.26pm就到了。可是在停车场里面就很塞我们塞到2.45Pm才找到位，所以如果买了票，我们还是可以看，只不过会miss掉前面几分钟。

过后我们只买到4.45pm的票和6.45pm的票。shanghai 4.45pm-6.30pm，看完了就去看Sasa，结果7点05分才进场，每一次看电影，我们都会迟个10分钟才进去，好糟糕的坏习惯。

The movie =)

toy story 3 1h46m，despicable me1h40m，inception2h28m，人间喜剧1h45m，这四部是我明天要去看的电影。但是时间的安排，根本就不可能看到4部，3部都已经很足够了。而且也不是那么幸运能买到时间刚刚好的票，如果真的能的话，最多最多也只能3部，不然迟回爸爸又要发脾气了。toy story 3和despicable me一定要看，因为如果再不看就要下映了。至于第三部，我想看inception。希望明天时间足够。=)

The mask

刚敷了三个面膜。第一个是黑头清，这支东西是中国出产，所以很多人都不敢用，但是我到现在还是有在用着。其实如果问我，我敢用中国产品吗？我会答，不要说是中国产品，便宜的牌子的东西我就不会用了。现在就告诉你们我为何会这支东西。话说，我去某某美容院洗脸，她帮我敷了这个面膜，结果一斯，满满的黑头都粘在那个面膜上了。那时我也不知道那个面膜是什么牌子，只知道是特别的有效。那天起，我就用这个面膜用到现在了，至今已经两年多。

第二个面膜是as-skin的分膜，保湿，美白。敷个15分钟后，你会看到你的脸色不一样。第三个面膜就是韩国非常出名的皇土美人。这个面膜，通常我都会惨安瓶用。

可能你们会认为我好浪费，一天敷两个面膜。我老实地说，就算我从现在开始，每天敷一次面膜，我敷到12月我的面膜都敷不完。我的面膜是多到可以。还没接发之前的一个月，我每天都在努力地敷面膜。接发后，我懒惰敷了，只有等我很的空的时候才会一天敷几次面膜。

不打自招，颠倒是非是三姑六婆！

相信大家都看到我facebook的status了吧？可惜的是，我把它洗掉了。某人呀某人，我说啊，我喜欢你的对号入座，我喜欢你的不打自招。让我来告诉你们事发吧，update当天的凌晨1点，当时我睡了，但是却被一个来电吵醒，一接电话，对方的第一句话是“你在faceboo写我什么啊？我几时讲过这些东西，你叫那个讲我讲你的人出来对质啦！”。当时我嘴里一直说着同一句话：“我没有啊，我没有写你，我不是在写你。。。”。对方又再继续地骂道：“你写到降明显不是在写我是在写谁，写什么亲戚里面最鸡婆的那个，是人都懂你在写我啦！写什么三姑六婆，f9她，你讲什么话你，我跟你讲，我跟你井水不犯河水，你最好跟我洗掉！”。就这样，对方把电话挂了。

有看那个status的人都应该很清楚我没有指名道姓，而是注明那个人是我亲戚。某人呀，只有你一个是我亲戚罢了吗？你没说过那些话怎么你觉得我是在写你呀？不给我是写别个亲戚吗？你这一步，真的是走到太美了呀！

她天真地以为，她昨晚对我这样一大骂，我就会怕了而把status洗掉。但是我并没有，反而Update多一个status，就是：“送你三句成语：“不打自招，对号入座，三姑六婆！”。

累了，待续。。。

Shopaholic wanna be

3个礼拜没更新部落了，写华语，嘻嘻。这两个礼拜又花了不少钱，因为下坡的原因，又被爸爸骂，不是买东西的关系，是迟了一点回家的关系。

上个拜五去Pavilion看了手表，因为之前看中的那只，上两个礼拜看到学校有人带，而且还是我超级讨厌的，然后我就跟我爸爸说：“爸，你看啦，你讲等表姐下坡才跟你拿钱买，害我到现在都没买到，今天我看到学校有人带，你害我输”势“了啦。”。我爸爸一脸无奈的样子。就这样，我老师就介绍我longines的手表，他说不错，而且有2千多的罢了，所以就再去物色另外一只。结果我没有物色到longines的，我还是物色到burberry的，不过是另外一款了。可是我忘了问价钱，另外，我还物色到一个晚宴包和包包。可是应该是九月才和紫恩去买。

过后，就去esprit，大减价，我买5件一才rm380，而且不是T-shirt。过后买完了，就去benefit买化妆品rm220又送我gift，所以我当天我心情很好，因为大收获。过后又去ROXY，因为要去新加坡，要去沙滩，所以就去看沙滩裙，然后拿了几件衣进去试，结果，我把之中一件衣穿错，怎样脱都脱不下来，真的是怎样都脱不下来，没办法，结果叫工作人员进来把衣服减破然后买起来。那件衣花我rm200，心痛到我。就是这件衣我直接没心情。过后就回家了。

这是我第一次把衣服穿到要用剪刀把衣服减破才能脱下来，我真的很佩服我自己。我告诉我自己不会再有穿错衣的下次。

然后礼拜就跟bobo下bukit tinggi去买衣，还有看电影。我，bobo，鸿成，永皓，啊扬，还有俊伟。我们六点才到，因为是临时要下去的，去买eclipse的票，7点的。然后就分开，他们去吃，我们去买衣，电影票是我收。时间真的很紧迫，我们第一站去esprit，bobo买了两件衣。过后去wh，这个我不知道什么鬼牌来的，是看到里面卖很多沙滩式的衣而且又很美所以才进去看。然后我买了一件衣rm99。然后7点出了，他们就打来，我们到7点4才进场。看完9点出，然后去回wh，买那两件沙滩裤rm36。过后就回了。无可否认，鸿成驾车很稳也很快。

有机会你们一定要去看eclipse，edward cullen很靓仔，bella swan很美。很可惜，twilight和new moon我还没有看。还有gossipe girl和sex and the city。我的pps又没有海外剧的。啊，我快outdate了。买又不知道要买dvd还是vcd，而且买了家里的机不知道能看吗。

拜三晚上10点半去新加坡，因为没鞋子穿，就和朋友下坡去买。
在nose买了一双鞋，vincci买了两双鞋和墨镜，有钱我一定会买emporio armani的墨镜。
重点来了，我去mng试衣服时，又把衣服穿错，而且是我朋友告诉我，我才懂的。
不过还能够脱啦，在那里买了2件衣rm158。过后就回家了，就一直走错路，我脸色直接大变，因为我妈已经一直打电话来催了，我们八点半出，到9点2个字还在吧生，然后找对路了，就架快快回家，到家时是10点，直接中骂到很够力。

我告诉我朋友和我自己说不会再花钱在rm150以上的T-shirt了。因为我的guess的T-shirt染到颜色，我才穿半年罢了。

结果我在新加坡买了3件POLO Ralph Lauren。我就跟我爸爸说我买了3件POLO Ralph Lauren，他就以为我说的是POLO HAUS。我奇怪为什么每个人听到POLO这个字就会以为是POLO HAUS。没错POLO HAUS是一个牌子，但POLO RL是RL其中的一系列，而不是那个牌子叫POLO RL。我就说POLO HAUS一件百5罢了，RL最少rm350一件，而且是最普通那款，如过我的那款最少要45百，可是新加坡大减价，所以买很便宜，3件rm700这样，一件polo两件T-shirt。

完

你必须付上代价

从来就没有男子对我用这种语气说过如此的话。
对我这样说话的男生，我要他们付出他们原本需要付出的代价还要多一倍。
是谁，我就不说了。
女生的事，你管什么？
是你要热火上身，我不怪你。
所以，请你自己小心，还有你喜欢的女人。
我要你们这几个知道，对我跟我朋友说出这样大语气的话的后果是怎样的。
不要用那种大家姐，黑帮的语气来跟我说话。
警告之类的，威胁，你以为你是谁？
啦啦妹？啦啦仔？我要你们连什么事得罪人都不知道。
等着瞧，我说到，我就做得到。

You're still in my world.

I realized that I seldom update my blog nowadays. Actually I've lotsa event to update, coz I hung out everyday with my buddies. But due to my lazyness, ignore it.

Wheee, recall all the past coz somethings happened. He loved me, cared me, pampered me. He always did. I know, I'm still gotta feeling on him. But he changed the way he treated me. Same happen but different way to solve. By the way, he is still a LengZai, I bet.

Awh, I've give up the iPhone and I choose the Burberry watch. But these few weeks I think I'll not head to Pavilion. But I'll ask someone to fetch me, coz I want to get it as soon as possible. Teehee :)

iPhone or cash money ?

OMGodness, iPhone is out of stock right now.
If possible, I've to wait at least 2months.
So, should I take the money to get my own stuffs or wait the iPhone?
I've aimed the Burberry watch for a long time.
It only costs me rm1.5k/rm1.8k.
So, what to do ?
I want watch, I want iPhone, too.
But iPhone is out of stock. Pekcek betul ni...
Well, as I know, iPhone 4g is launched that's why iPhone 3gs is out of stock.
Ish.. iPhone 4g is bloody expensive lah.
Yea, it's 9++ am, pretty early.
And I'll head to Jusco have a movie soon.
Of course with my friend, the crazy one, ms.HueyXin.
So have a nice day!
Ciao

My Singapore trip

Hello buddies, it's Sunday again!
I'm just back from Singapore on Friday night.
Well, it's a nice trip for me.
I will go there again on July because I want to step to the Sentosa beaches.
So sad I didn't take any photos at Universal Studios, cause of my pimples.
So next month I will step in to the Universal Studioa and Sentosa beaches and the Songs of the sea too.
Next month maybe will go by bus but not plane.
I prefer plane la baby.
Who wants to follow? LOL

My Enrich Saturday

Hello peeps, it's Sunday again!
Oops, it's June!
Mid-year sales drive me crazy.
I want to go Pavilion.
Either 1u, Mid Valley, or even Sunway.
I want to shop!
Okie, let's say about yesterday's event.
Yesterday went to 98 had a fried ice-cream with HueyXin.
After that, went to kuala had steamboat with my buddies.
En, Davin, Lenny and ZhiSheng.
The dishes made me full like hell.
After that, we headed to Bukit Melawati and temple.
Around 10.pm then we went back to sekinchan again.
Coz I have to tea with my buddies.
KaiJun, Bobo, Gal, Hong Seng and etc.
But around 12am+, I left.
Coz my ah mat have to sleep early.

LOL

Hided some of my previous posts cause some reason.
Well, just finished my exam.
So, tonight will hang out with my buddies that I didn't meet them for a long time.
Ah you, Wewe pua, and Ah keat.
Feel like wanna delete my blog account.
Hmm, how ? Give some ideas.

Happy birthday to YOU, Bobo!

Last night was Bobo's birthday celebration.
Had a sweet party with my buddies.
We have lotsa fun at there.
But something happened.
It just spoiled my mood.
Whose fault ?
No one ? Me ? Or him ? Or the fellows who talk about rubbish ?
I don't know yet I don't want to know.
Well, that's the past.
Ignore is always the best choice.

Hair-extension + Curly hair

Oops, I did the hair-extension and turned my hairs curl!
How does it look?
Anyway, I like much!
Ciao!
:)

凯俊的生日

今天去bb帮凯俊补庆生日，场面很壮观。
10点朋友载我下去。
由于我们十点才出去，所以紫恩不能出来。
过后整11点了，恩打来给我“我现在在bb，你出来等我”
我说”我们坐外面=,=”。
因为子隆11点回家拿酒所以她就顺便搭他的顺风车出来咯。
过后聊聊聊，聊了一些东西，顿时我觉得自卑。
过后一下，子隆他们也来了，不过是坐隔壁桌。
接近十二点，我们帮凯俊唱生日歌。
隔壁桌10人，我们16人，总共26人。
我们没蛋糕，直接挖来吃，你一口，我一口。
突然间，我发现到一样东西，对面的uncle一直瞄我，我简直傻眼。
我还以为我敏感，就跟恩说，还有财神说，结果他们也这样认为。
我这样说，并不代表我对我自己有信心，而是我想他们帮我确认。
当然，被瞄的感受不好，我很想直接拍桌子问他”看懒啊看”。
过了一下，发生一件很够力的事，就是有人跌摩托，是梅霓，傻掉。
“嗙”一声，我们4个女子眼睛转过去，子隆已经跑到到那里了。
够八了。=,=
过后不久就散场了。
我们这桌散了两分钟，隔壁桌也跟着散了。
因为bobo男友来载她，她问我要不要载我回，我说好。
过后就在等她男友，中间的就不提了，对话很长，不过精彩。
然后子隆叫我上车说有东西说。
不知道哪来的一股第六感告诉我说，他要把我载走。
然后上了车，我没把门关上，问他要说什么，过后他就说你把门关上先。
过后关了。
他直接采油，然后载紫恩回家，载建国放摩托。
剩我和他2人。
聊聊聊，就说我跟很多个。
我就说没有咯，最后一个是详咯。
他就说有没有哦之类这种话。
我就酸他说“没办法咯，之前我等某人等到一年多都不要我。。。”

无可否认的，我是有意写出来这些人物是谁，经典对话，发生经过。
你那么想懂，我就写出来让你懂吧。

Exam

Hey peeps, 2 months right I didn't update my blog.
I'm super duper busy nowadays weih.
Do tolerate me.
Well, mid-year exam is coming soon.
How random of it.
But I'm still sleeping in the class whole study time.
I'm still watching drama.
I'm still online always.
One word to treat me, I know.
Sighs!
Gonna get 3As in my mid0year exam.
God bless.
Oh yea, I nearly forget to tell you guys I attended yoga class since last 2 weeks.
Pretty like it weih.
It can make us more healthier, more slimmer.
You guys should attend it, too!

Gotta continue my drama, Ciao! :)

给你的

一开始，我就没有利用过你。
利用与帮忙，是在于你如何看待那个人。
当然，也有人告诉我说，你只是利用我，因为很闷没人陪所以才找我。
说真的，我不相信，因为你不是没有朋友。
对，只要有她的出现，你就变得若隐若现。
是的，但不是我把你变得若隐若现，而是你把你自己变得若隐若现。
每一次，只要跟她稍微比较好，我们的关系就会变差。
我也感觉得到你在不爽。
有时我在想，是因为你在吃醋吗？
我不知道答案。
可是我可以很肯定的说，当我跟她一起时，我没有把你忽略。
是你想多了，你认为只要我有她，我就不会理你。
你认为因为我没有她我才找你。
你错了，我没有。
你说的那个他，是谁？
如果你对我的信任够好，为什么要相信别人说的话？
为什么就不能相信我们之间的感情？
也谢谢你让我知道你所想的一切。
四年了，原以为只要我一直当作没事，我可以顺顺利利跟你在一起到毕业。
可惜天意弄人。
很突然的，我们变到很陌生，虽然我们表面上一点都没事。
可能，这次，我们都放弃了对方吧。

你对我的好，我会永远记在心中。
但对我的不好，我不可能忘记。
也希望你不会忘记我们这四年的回忆。
谢谢你给我的这一切。
最后就是，对不起。

完

缘分已尽

有些东西，我知道不用说到很明，我们心知就好。
可是，问心一句，你真的是觉得我错？
你有当过我是你的好朋友？
甚至难听一点的问，你有当过我是你的朋友？
我不否认，这世界上没有绝对的好朋友，再好的朋友都会说对方的坏话。
因为人，没有十全十美。
所以谁都会批评谁，谁都会被谁批评。
但，对你，我从来就没有说过你的坏话。
直到中三年尾，我才知道，原来你一直都在背后说我。
对于你跟我的之间，是你错先。
现在这样的关系，我觉得很好，虽然有时有点难受。
因为你，我流泪过不少次，但你？应该一次都没有。
一次又一次的，我给你机会，只要我不再听到你说我的坏话，我还是可以当你是好友。
一次又一次的，我亲眼见到你说我的坏话，我誓言不当你是好朋友。
但，一次又一次的，我做不到。
甚至是现在。
我是那种说过了就算算去的人，而不是记仇的人。
不然这些年来我也不会无心机的跟你继续作朋友。
有时我在想，是否你也是说过了就算算去的人。
因为这些年来，你对我的好，我感觉得到是真的。
但，也不否认，我被你平白无故的牌侧过，却要假装一点都不知道。
怎样都好，曾经我们是最要好的朋友。
或许这句话是错误的，应该说，曾经你是我最要好的朋友。
因为我不知道你，有没有当过我是你的好友，甚至是朋友。

What a mood-less day!

Originally I join my teacher go to pub tonight.
But due to some fucking reason, I've to stay at home.
Should I yell out WTF ?
I locked myself up in the room whole day.
After that, I received Huey Xin's called.
She asked me to tea.
OMFG, we gossiped a lot.
No doubt, that's human being's main character, isn't it ? :)

It's unbelievable!

Well, almost 1month didn't shop.
So, today went to Pavilion again.
For what ?
Yea, as what you guys thought, shop it!
I've shopped some cosmetics from Benefit and a tee from A/X.
And now when I arranged all the cosmetics, I counted how many bucks did I spent on the cosmetic stuffs since I form 3 October till now.
I spent over rm3k on cosmetics.
Oops, it's so unbelievable ?
I think so.

It's time to work me hard!

Finally daddy promised me that he will buy me iPhone.
But the requirement is, I've to score 3As in my mid-year exam.
It's a good requirement, I think so.
Why was I said so ?
Only fulfill me with the stuff that can forced me to work hard on my study.
Which means I can get the stuff what I wanted, work hard on study, take care on study, pay attention when I'm tuition, and get the good result.
So that can study in a good college.
See, how many benefits I got of this requirement ?
So, I've to work hard started from now.
I've just finished only 1 topic of the Science Form 4, still has 7 topics to go.
I wished to continue to do the revision, but I'm really couldn't understand at all.
So I prefer to ask my teacher on tomorrow.
I wished to finish the Science Form 4 in this week.

*God bless!

生气到极点

为什么你就是要弄我对你发脾气？
你问的问题，是认真的还是开玩笑的，对我来说，都是侮辱。
你自己都说的，虽然开玩笑的人无心，但被人开玩笑那个心里会怎样想？
那为何你要做开玩笑那个？
当我会对一个人发脾气的时候，就是我在乎他。

How many times you want to do the same thing ?

Today argued with you again, I cried again.
Seriously, I really forget you well.
But today's happened, let me think of you again.
Why ? Because of you words.
Why you always be like that ?
Once you know I'm really be cruel on you, then you'll said the softly words again.
You asked me to delete what I've posted.
Okay, as what you expected, I deleted it.
But I asked you to delete me from your friend list.
What the response you gave me ?
"No good, sometimes I can see your photos."
When I saw these words, I really feel that you're teasing me.
That's why I answered you "For what ? Masturbation ?"
Yea, I know this word is over.
But, I really feel that you're teasing me.
I askedyou delete me again.
But you replied me "If you want to remove, then you remove by yourself."
I told you that " You know that I bu she de delete one, and if I delete then I'll add you back, if you delete,the I won't add you back, then you too, happy ending."
Then you talked cock again, "Then you think I want to delete too ?"
Don't always pull my heart to you when I really want to leave.
I really hate this feeling.

Ends with bad

04/04/2010 03:20
Please delete your post. Still want to bring up the fight ? It's not paid by me, how do I show-off ? I've bf, my friends, my families, my life and etc. Why should I still have to post your things out ? It's that the incident only happened between you and me ? You've your life too, please not try to offend me. You wanted me to forget you, I done it. So I won't regret what I've said with you just now. I won't pleased you or what else even how cruel you treat me. That's what you expected. I do enjoy my current life. Thank you for giving me a precious memories and sorry that I gave you a bad memories. But it will not be continue anymore. If you think that you feel no well of my post. Then delete me from you friend list. Thank you. God bless you.

Facebook status :
7 hours ago
Positive-minded / Negative-minded ? I think you're the later one, do I right ? Because only the Negative-minded person will thought other was mentioned him / her. I'm a Negative-minded person ? Yes, I do. So what ? better than you, at least i dare to admit it.

50minits ago
What I've got, is from my cousin sister, it's not from me, not from bf/chaser too. How come I get to show-off ? Only you can chatted branded-stuffs on facebook, even posted the picture up, mentioned that want present this and buy that, isn't it so-called show-off ?

40minits ago
Show-off or share with, depends on your self-minded.

Burberry Sport

Got my Burbery Perfume.
Burberry Sport for Woman.
How nice.
It's a birthday present from my cousin sister.
Thank you.
Today whole day didn't sms with him, how sad ！
What am I thinking of ?
*As what you lastime told me, I miss you heapssssssss!

某某人！

那个谁谁谁，请不要再以为你在我心目中的分量很重。
我不会忘记我生日时你对我说过什么。
我也很清楚知道，我对你没有那种感觉了。
所以，我对你只是关心，而不是你以为的还抱有希望。
做普通朋友不可以，那就算了。
连做网友都不能，在你fb留言就洗。
我留言你就不能当作我是你的网友？一定要洗？
有本事把我的户口在你列表洗掉。
今时不同往日，请不要对你那么有信心。

我的身上全部都是你的味道<3

It's going to die

Hello readers, don't you all realized that I'm seldom blogging nowadays ?
Without a doubt, I'm lazy blogging nowadays.
Cause of time-less or my lazyness ?
I do not know.
I just realized after the post of "to all the fellows", I hate to blog.
Or maybe can say causes of time-less + lazyness.
See how meaningless + speechless + topicless + grammar error + short of my post.
Ya, maybe those recent posts you guys will think that I'm showing off and just love to blog about the love affair.
Because some of then love to blog love affair.
and every post also love affair.
But I don't even have.
Because I'm nothing to post it anymore.
Hope you all tolerate me.
But I can't deny, my life is so peaceful right now. =)
Maybe for you guys, it could be blog out many things.
But for me, it's just the usual life.
*peace

my birthday + recent life

3/14
went to Sunway with buddies.
bought a POLO HAUS polo tee.
after, had a dinner with my buddies.
then drink liquor.
"doi zao".
I forced to drink without adding any water or ice.
will show you guys those video.
Yet, got a A/X tee as present from buddies.
*clap clap, wish to get a RL/Burberry tee.

3/16
went to Bukit tinggi Juco watched movie and met Yonghov.

3/18
Played paintball with buddies.

Paintball + Funfair day

拜三晚永皓回来，我，bobo，鸿城，颍丰，凯俊就和他一起去喝茶。
我还记得当晚下很大雨，鸿城把车架来bobo家门口。
然后我们2个就用跑的跑上车。
然后发生了一件不可思议的事，就是他竟然锁上车门。
哇老，然后我们两个快点跑回去，他开车门了我们才上车。
我就跟他说：“不要有一天我载你，不然你会死到很惨！”。
过后就载凯俊，永皓，最后才载颍丰。
到了海滨，竟然遇到恩，子斌，文升。
然后我们就在聊明天要打paintball。
过后一下子问我就回了，我坐都没有半小时。
到了第二天，就叫永皓跟鸿城载我回家，因我不喜欢坐巴士，然后坐巴士又慢。
然后等我冲好凉就下去载他们。
然后我下车拿鞋，鸿城把门锁上。
我叫他开门，他搅一点窗口下来，叫我叫他。
我就叫“鸿城姐姐”
“叫错了，再叫
“鸿城靓女”
“错了”，他直接把窗口关上。
又再开回“再叫过”
“鸿城妹妹”
”昨晚给你淋雨今天晒太阳”
哪知bobo还没冲凉，恩跟颍丰不能去，凯俊还没醒。
然后就等他们好了，差不多3点3出发。
只有6人，我，bobo，乌鸦，鸿城，凯俊，永皓。
3点9这样到。
然后就穿好避弹衣，拿枪，分组，我，乌鸦，凯俊一组。
过程我就不说啦，很长。
只说我头2粒黑青，膝盖2粒，大腿1粒。
我是受伤最够力的。
然后玩完就在那里的“夏日”吃东西。
吃吃下，就说晚上要去kuala的funfair。
然后晚上补完习10点，我们就去kuala了。
那里的game比genting还贵。
我跟bobo换8粒token，他们4个换10粒。
第一个，4条带的椅子。
然后就遇到子斌，文升，兴业，和将程业。
然后就叫子斌一起来玩。
他竟然说：“不要啦，我怕。”
直接来一个冷冷的场面。
哇老，是转够多圈，到要吐出来。
过后去穿鞋时脚到震。
然后他们4个去玩剪刀。
是很刺激的咯，乌鸦跟皓很像很怕。
第三个，撞撞车。
我们全部去玩，很有其他不认识的一起。
然后撞来撞去，去哦不否认我一直撞鸿城，因为我要报仇，身上的伤都是被他射的。
然后最后一个，摩天轮。
过后就回家了。

angel face but devil heart, you do !

Can you just tell me want you wanted ?
I don't know who I am in your life right now.
Can you just straightly tell me ?
Someone ask me to reverse with you.
But I'm sure that I've no dare to ask you and the answer will be 'not'.
Yet, I knew something since last night.
I really hate it much.
Why you and her can act like no body hell ?
When I'm crying in front of her, why she can act like don't know what's going on ?
She know I'm cried because of her but she can act nothing.
Why she act herself like an angel ?
Don't she feel guilty ?
Yea, maybe on everyone's mind, she is an angel.
But for me, she is a devil.

W-H-Y

You don't even care what I wanted and needed.
You just care yourself.
Don't you think you so selfish enough ?
Why still talk lied to me ?
You don't know how much you hurted me and how much I needed you on the last night.
Your words turns my mood down, always.
Don't say you care me or what what what again.
I make sure you're not since last night.
Should I stop the abnormal relationship ?
I hope I can,but I know I can't.
Because I love you. <3

Thank you.

It's 1.16am right now.
Ya I know, my blog is going to heaven or maybe hell.
It's not what I wanted.
Parents just back from thailand since Monday night.
And I supposed not to bring the lappie out because Bobo's home has not wifi.
That's why I didn't blog in these few days.
Let's talk about my current life.
Errr, nothing special.
Tuition, yamcha, gossip.
I love the kind of life even it is a bit bored.
We have full of joys when we gathering.
Even it's a little happens.
Thanks of your all appearance.
I hope to keep this relation til no more full stop of my rest of the life.
I do appreciated.

Just roughly tell the new year eve.

Hey guys, how about your New Year Eve ?
I passed it by meaningless way but with all the happiness.
How does it funny to say ?
I really did enjoy this New Year and I still not awake to study.
What a stupid me.
I played all-night at the 30th day.
Sing K, drink beer, gambling.. etc.
The sunrise of the day 1 still on my mind right now.
How beautiful was it.
Day 1 of the new year a.k.a Valentine's day I forget how I pass it.
Day 2 I dinner with my cousins.
I'm the most casual in that day.
ZARA tee with ROXY shorts, non-make up.
Er sao said not looks like my style.
I wear casual just due to my lazy-ness.
The 3rd day, we argued again.
I cried in front of, buy you don't even know.
The 5th day, I played all-night again.
I met you 3 times in a midnight.
the 8th day, we argued again cause something I did.
I cried again.

That's what happens on my New Year Eve.
I really did enjoy.
Thanks Bobo, Huiting, Caishen, Kaijun, Yingfeng, Wuya and the most important one, Mr.M gave me a precious New Year.
Do appreciate lots.
x.o.x.o <3

zara zara I got you !

Just back from 1u and sunway pyramid.
Finally got my first ZARA stuff.
Aimed to have a A/X tee on March.
I'll aim you later on, RL and Burberry tee.
Clap clap*

Sad case for me, perhaps.

Finally this Tuesday I hung out with you again.
You held my hand tightly when I stepped in your car.
At the moment, I felt warm.
I tried to shake you hand off but finally I failed to do it.
I felt shame and keep on looking out of the mirror.
You asked me, why will I become like this.
I told you it's hard to explain.
After back, you asked me to tell you the reason.
I just told you all my current life.
Yesterday we hung out again.
Before that, we sms-ed.
You sent a message that hurts me lots.
I didn't drop my tears down.
I just turned my mood on the moment.
Again I stepped in your home.
But this time you didn't hold my hand tight.
I felt strange with you, honestly.
After you fetch me back, you keep on asked me why will I become like this.
Just let it be, I told you.
From the start til now, I didn't change.
But you changed.
Don't you realize ?
You know I love you.

To all the fellows

Finally I changed my blogspot url due to the readers or maybe haters.
Here I mention again.
If dislike me, then just fuck off from here.
Here is not to force you to be my reader.
Haters are not allowed.
Fuckers fuck off from here.
Sluts piss off.
Son of the bitch-s are not allowed to bark.
Spammers are not welcome.

Dislike me, then straightly tell me.
What have I done, I bought, my life, my style, my way.
Is non business with all of you bitch.
Fuck your ass off from here if you really don't like me or anything of me.

That's all !

I'm back

Hello peeps !
It's almost 2 weeks I didn't update my blog.
Oh yea, today, 1 Feb 2010.
Which means the new year is around the corner and the Valentine's Day too !
Grrr, i have no one to celebrate V'day with me.
Still have 2 weeks to go for the V'day, will the God bless me ?
Or just follow the fate ?
God prepare the all.

=P

Lo and behold, you're still my soul, right now.

I'm back

I'm just back from Lawyat and Pavilion.
Grrr, so tired leh.
Erm, I think I don't blog this post much better.
So good night larh.

the 1st Friday of 2010

The last day of the first week of school reopen day.
Erm, somethings happened which I don't expected.
I'm so depressed when I know it.
It makes my mood down to the Max.
Yet, I don't think I have too much time to blog in this year.
You know that, I'm form 5 in this year which means the SPM year.
I'm very stressful causes the SPM, seriously.
Gosh, who knows ? No one !
And I have to aim which college I wanted to study and the subject which I want.
God bless me.

Thinking that whether I have to close my blog.
I'm time-less and speechless at here, always.

LOL

I copied from my cousin sister.
It's so crazy ?
I means her mummy.

开学了！

哇噻，时间过得好快。
明天就开学了。
如何？如何？
我是说如何起身？
Mr.Yap说要叫我起身，说打给我，打到我醒为止。
LOL，有酱好吗？
昨晚又跟他煲粥，说真的，有时怀疑他电话钱是不用本的。
一打就两三个小时。
对了，现在hotlink youth club很值得。
Hotlink对hotlink 12cents/min, 1cent/sms
对其他台就15cents/min, 5cent/sms
嘻嘻嘻，换台？
LOL，开玩笑。
N97这架电话我到前几天才懂是touch screen的叻。
好想拥有它，不过rm1700++，算了吧。
回到原本话题，我五点半就要起身。
我不两点不睡觉。
告诉我，如何？

时间会让你知道我不是以前的我。

经过昨夜，我一定要改变。
让你对我刮目相看+吃惊。
对了，世界上上怎么有这样的人？
请别在这里撒狗尿。

That's only the way

Well, I kept some of my post as draft.
You know that, there are some biatches keep on bothering me.

01 Jan 10

Happy New Year 2010 !
Aiseh, just finish viewed Ms.Sally Blog.
She is so sweet with her Mr.Q right now.
Hopefully Mr.Q will be her last bf which means Mr.Q will be her husband.
LMAO-LOL-ROFL
But me, still single.
Should I reverse the relationship with him ?
Or shouldn't I ?
You guys know that, single is better than couple, always.
But sometimes I need people take care me.
Should I give up ?
Perhaps.

New year but old life.